19.7.08

Brutal Beginnings - writers as liars

Interesting article on today's Guardian (UK) about writer Tobias Wolff:

Writers of fiction like to say they ply their trade by telling lies, but Tobias Wolff really was a liar. He would not be where he is today if he hadn't been. Terrorised by a violent stepfather, dependent for refuge on his floundering mother, he made up stories in order to survive.

Also from Guardian website:

Novelist Salman Rushdie yesterday claimed to have broken wine writer Malcolm Gluck's record for book signings after adding his full name to 1,000 books on a tour to promote his latest novel.

As much as I'd love to share "signings" problems with Mr Rushdie, I don't think I would ever compare myself with a wine writer: novels and wine do not have the same taste, do they?;-)

10.7.08

Surfing on the Thames

Yesterday, Italian papers were filled with the news of a London-based guy, Andy White, surfing on the Thames to get to work (in the City). I confess the idea surprised me too reason being...well, have you seen the Thames? I love it, believe me, but it is way dirtier than the Tube...(and I hate rats, just the thought of meeting one makes me shiver)
However, all considered I thought you might want to read more about this (in English).

Am trying to study these days but I feel so tired. It is just way too hot and I don't like it. Which, I do have a feeling, I keep writing in all posts recently...but it's just so hard to do something, anything at all, when temperature gets to 35° or more and there seems to be no way to feel better.

However, one thing seems to work quite well for me at the moment: beginnings. I have written 5 beginnings of stories in the past few days. Unfortunately, have no time to write but it's good to know my mind and imagination* still work properly;-)

*have used the word imagination because have read that that was the word used for "creativity" (which is one of my favourites ever) by Shakespeare. Am not sure how I had forgotten that though...

4.7.08

Some like poetry

Now that I am back on track I am also working on my PhD proposal and looking for new ideas to add, the lastest of which is "Comparative literatures". Easier said than done to tell you the truth because although I could easily chose French -which I studied at University - I am more inclided on Spanish...and am therefore desperately looking for Spanish-speaking women writers...any help? Please give me a shout!

Anyway, one of the amazing aspects of this research is the "popping into things" aspect. Basically, I start from point A, thinking I'll get to point B but end up in point Z and I just love it. So, as always, I want to share this with you. It's a poem by Nobel winner Wislawa Szymborska (apparently, the "y" has to be pronounced as an "o")

Some like poetry by Wislawa Szymborska
Write it. Write. In ordinary ink
on ordinary paper: they were given no food,
they all died of hunger. "All. How many?
It's a big meadow. How much grass
for each one?" Write: I don't know.
History counts its skeletons in round numbers.
A thousand and one remains a thousand,
as though the one had never existed:
an imaginary embryo, an empty cradle,
an ABC never read,
air that laughs, cries, grows,
emptiness running down steps toward the garden,
nobody's place in the line.

We stand in the meadow where it became flesh,
and the meadow is silent as a false witness.
Sunny. Green. Nearby, a forest
with wood for chewing and water under the bark-
every day a full ration of the view
until you go blind. Overhead, a bird-
the shadow of its life-giving wings
brushed their lips. Their jaws opened.
Teeth clacked against teeth.
At night, the sickle moon shone in the sky
and reaped wheat for their bread.
Hands came floating from blackened icons,
empty cups in their fingers.
On a spit of barbed wire,
a man was turning.
They sang with their mouths full of earth.
"A lovely song of how war strikes straight
at the heart." Write: how silent.
"Yes."

2.7.08

mon petit garcon

Hi everyone,

how's the weather like where you live?

It's getting hotter and hotter here in Italy and I just can't stand it. I am not the 'sun-obsessed' type. I think I enjoy the weather more when it's cold because I know I can just put more clothes on and feel fine whereas at the moment I just feel like I don't wanna do anything at all.



I'm finally free from school and have so much to catch up with. Have piles of emails to reply to and my 'to do' list seems endless also because in just a few weeks we will celebrate grandad's 89th birthday. It's a big get together and needs organising.


The 'boy' I have been talking about in the past few months is off to Paris for a course. Am not that convinced this is the right wording (Paris is still Paris, so sounds more like a 'working' holiday to me) though. He will be back in some 20 days and it's weird to be without him after three months. I don't know if being apart is a good or a bad thing in our 'non-relationship' but...we'll see what happens. At least, I have plenty of time now;-)

Also, I am still writing a synopsis about my novel and that is giving me such a headache. Reason being...well...I'm a perfectionist which always make it complicated. Plus, it's not easy to write something cold about 'your darlings' (as S. King would put it). Will try to finish in the next few weeks and send it off to a few publishers, at least I managed to jot a list of people I would love to send it to. One thing at a time;-)



Well another picture to add today - am in this 'picturey' mood these days, don't quite know why - which represents how I feel at the moment (in a very positive way indeed).



Have a good week!




23.6.08

Open Access: a new publishing concept

Good Morning everyone,
hope the weekend was good and relaxing. It's quite hot in Italy, getting hotter and hotter and I...just don't like it. I just feel so lazy and dizzy when temperature raises over 30°---

Other than that...weekend was good, re-watched Monsters INC (you should watch that movie if you haven't yet, it is so funny!) and tried to relax.

A few days ago I was at a conference about Open Access. Basically it is a brand 'new' idea about copyright. Some people seem quite keen to start working with that -publishers included- but I haven't been convinced yet. I do believe in new technologies and the likes but I just don't see myself without a book in my hand. I think no matter what books are our past and future and yes, there needs to be room for everything which is new and challenging but...can you imagine a world with no books at all? My house would be empty -useful when having to move or clean!- and...lonely. A book is a friend and don't think that could ever be replaced.

What is your opinion?

Read this and have your say!

16.6.08

Sunflowers

School is finally over and although it's been very hard for me, especially when it had to do with dealing with children's sufferings, it was an important experience and I am now trying to cheer up. Truth is...I do miss the kids a lot, especially some of them.

Nothing happened since I email the publisher a month or so ago so I finally decided to give it another shot. Nothing may come out of there but I think I will focus on that now. Will contact more people and will try to make the most of out the free time I now have.

Am also planning to study a few things during the summer and, of course, keep chasing people for the Phd. Lots on my plate, let's wait and see what happens (although I was never that good at waiting...)

However, I went out on Saturday and bought a sunflower. I've always wanted to have one and thought it was just about time. Flowers, plants in general, help me a lot feeling happy and relax and if I was to suggest a 'medicine' for unhappiness I would def. suggest to get a plant and watch it grow. Of course, a dog may work too!;-))


7.6.08

Poetry

I know, I know, I'm such a bad girl...should have spent more time here, writing and sharing life with you instead of spending days (endless days) at school...but it's been hectic, hectic and even more hectic and it's going to be so next week too. Feels like I've been emptied of all that was left inside and I can only hear a (very) fainted voice saying 'please have a whole night sleep'.
Haven't been able to do that yet because after school was over I was at home translating some 50 pages regarding exchange rates and the likes (grrrr). Haven't finished yet but am about to, well hope to during the weekend and the feeling makes me feel a little more relaxed.

Day is sunny and will have dinner with some colleagues tonight. Am not sure what it's going to be like (we are quite...'different' I should say. Some of them remind me of old spinsters I've read about in novels - they are married though! - for nothing but their attitude towards life. Where is Joy gone?) but I'll try to make the most out of if, after all I may not see some of these people for a very long time or maybe never again after school is over.

If you're wondering why I've chosen that title...well, I got back to one of my old favourites these days, Hemingway. Am reading his collection of short stories and found some of his poems online. Want to share one of them with you, I find absolutely marvellous:

Poetry
So now,

Loseing the three last night,
Takeing them back today,
Dripping and dark the woods . . .
24 Sept 1944

Have a great weekend!!